Ups and Downs

Kinda down this week.  Was the scheduled speaker Sunday night and only 3 people other than the pastors and my husband showed up.  Have gotten good feedback in the past - so I really don't think it is my speaking style that is the turn-off.  Feel offended somewhat - we have a small church - I know that I make a special effort to be there for others - feel that I don't matter I guess.  I'll get through this - but bummer for now.   Don't even know if anyone is reading anything I write.  Feel very insignificant.